SpawnofaDemon

Here I am, in the middle of the night. Here I am, waiting. Here I am, feeling stupid. Here I am, waiting. Waiting for you. Waiting for everything. Waiting for life to pass me by. Waiting for everything to click. Here I am. What about you?

Why oh why must this class drag on? With sleep in my eyes I struggle to listen. With sleep in my eyes I see lands unknown. Why oh why must this class drag by? I see the teacher standing there, but hear no words. I see my classmates falling out of their chairs. As I stare out the window my dreams come alive. I see the good and the bad do battle as if their in my reality. I see the good knight slay the evil dragon. I see the elves defeat the orcs, I see the castle fall. I see my dreams come alive. I see my dreams dance before me. As I give into temptation, my desire to sleep and to become my dreams A bang, a sharp yell ring throu

Hand to Hand Knife to knife whether it be in a ring or in the street. Two fighters, in a bloodly battle, in which only one can win. Cheers and boos coming up from the crowd. A knockout, one hits the ground, the crowd roars with cheers, the winner pumping his fists in the air. A enraged crowd member ends his life with a bullet through his head. The winner falls, the crowd falls slient, and now it has become a bloodbath.

There you are, Just you for a moment, Participating in the sport where everyone is masked and carrying their own weapon. There you are smiling beneath it all, feeling a focus and a freedom like no other. Thinking, but not time to think, like chess at 300 miles per hour. There you are in technique, tactics, actions, mobility, speed, methodology, finesse and improvisation. There you are alone, where all time stands still, within yourself, under your mask, beyond your weapon.

She broke my heart. That night before last. Wether she ment to or not. She held my heart in the palm of her hand, and then let it fall. There goes my heart, there goes my life. Now as I try to move on, I try to forget about her. Try to forget what she did. I'm told time heals all wounds. But wether this one heals or not....only time will tell

I'm breaking apart. Breaking into a million pieces. Falling apart at the seams. Everyday I break more, little by little. Without you by my side, I lose everything. Not only am I breaking, but my world is too. Everything around me is falling apart. You hold everything together for me. You hold me world together. Without you by my side, I break. I'm breaking apart. Breaking into a million little pieces. Little by little.

A undieing emotion. Which has no limits and bounds. An undieing emotion that goes on and on. A emotion that is life-long. You even love, after death. After your other has past, you still love them. Love is a unforgetable, undieing emotion that can't be forgotten. Love can lead to many things. Hopefully for all, it leads to a happy life.

A battle on a huge scale. Death totals high on either side. Lives wasted, souls destroyed. Familys torn apart. All meaningless, but all unavoidable. One side wins, the other loses, but does it mean much when countless lives are now gone? When bleedshed is everywhere? You tell me that the side that won has lost countless men and women, and the other side lost even more. This isn't winning to me, when lives are used like a pawn in a game of chess. Losing all these fathers, brothers, sons, sisters, uncles, aunts, daughters. Ripping familys apart. This isn't winning to me. This is losing. Will this pointless killing ever stop? W

I see her sitting there. Alone, by herself. Dare I talk to her? Tell her how I feel? Dare I tell her I would do anything to see her smile? How will she take it? Will she laugh and walk away? Will she hit me and call me names? Or will she return the same feelings I feel for her? Her. The girl of my dreams.